After careful thought, and a drink or two, I have come to the conclusion that I don't have a Facebook page because then people in my real life will be there to see what I am thinking (even though I can post only what I want them to see, but I don't see the point of censoring myself because of them).
So today, or yesterday was a Starbucks day. Grande White Chocolate Macchiato with a squirt of Peppermint. I really love it and it's always a treat for me. Kind of like a reward for going all week without cutting myself. I very seldom get anything else, although I have been tempted.
:) Congrats on going a full week :) And rewarding yourself! You must have some lot of will-power to like use food like that as a treat :)
ReplyDeleteIt does not happen that often. I guess that's why it feels like a reward. Sometimes the reward is for someone else. For example, a week without cutting means my kitten gets a super cool treat like a new toy or sonething she loves to eat. I know I'm weird, but that's me. :)
DeleteAww! Your not weird at all :) Hahaha I have two rats and a dog. But I never used that system before! Maybe I could start my own routine to try and get over this ED :)
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