This is something my counselor felt could be a good idea, blogging that is. I’m not sure what she thinks I’m suppose to do, but I suppose it’s a way to express my feelings and get them out on, what would be virtual paper, and then maybe read them later and see if I feel different, the same, or embarrassed with myself. I’m going for the latter.
In all honesty, I could probably do this in a book journal, but I don’t feel like sitting and writing. Typing seems easier, plus I like to click around and read what others are writing. Peeking into other people’s worlds could give me some perspective on my own world. Or just make me depressed, but it’s a chance I’m willing to take.
I fired up Pandora, and typed in Within Temptation (my new obsession) and some of the random songs are really pretty cool. Sorry, random irrelevant thought.
I got up way to early this morning, and now I’m about to fall asleep, but its way to early to go to bed. To be honest, last night I could not sleep. My dreams were kind of crazy so I’m glad I did wake up. I still remember what the dream was, but I don’t want to get into it. In general it had past love, emotional loss, and I was trying to run from something that I could not get away from fast enough. I hate when I’m running in my dreams, and I have to literally bend over and use my hands to try to make me go faster. That’s a shitty feeling.
I think it’s time to dive into a book for a while, which will probably send me to sleep.
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